Snippets #11: Sheeeeeeeet REALLY HAPPENS!

Teary eyed. TT

I just can’t imagine how moody officials just slam you with sheeeeeeeet that they disposed and end up denying it right in your pimped face and devastated ego.. I can clearly remember our conversation 2months ago (with 50 students around) about that sheeeeeeeet and how you advised me with stuff that I thought would be of good effect to me and now you left me in the highest point of this roller coaster life with no fuel and you took off the wheels too.. I did follow your advice because I thought (I JUST THOUGHT. TOO BAD I ALSO ASSUMED) that you had all that concern to me. “You could save up your tuition.. your time.. your effort..” But why do I feel the opposite?? Oh com’on.. I admit I became complacent with that thing.. but it was you who drove to be like that… because I DID BELIEVED YOU!.. YOUR WORDS (Sheepy Soft Words!!)

Medyo baton ko na nga ako nalng bilin.. nga ako nalang ma hapa sa beynte mil.. nga ako na bahala explain sa ginikanan ko.. pero ngaa d ko ma feel nga ‘medyo concerned’ kaman sa akon.. Ay nako.. tsakto lisencya ko.. tsakto man sabat mo (I assumed!!!!!!!!!!).. Baw ambot ah.. Sa ulihi ako gd gihapon and balasulon.. ako gihapon ang may sala.. lipatan na ang rason kung ngaa nag amo ko sini.. kung ngaa amo ni desisyon ko.. SA ULIHI AKO GID ANG NAG NURUNGANGANGANGA! Kag sila ya, adto namit ila kaon.. nami ila modo.. nami ila pag digest sang pagkaon.. nami ila performans sa trabaho.. Sa sobra ko nga panginyawat, mas dako nagd magasto ko.. Sweldohan ko onse mil, balayran ko gli beynte singko mil..

Lord I’m sorry to have said these things. Please give me this tender heart to understand these people and their ways. Please clear my mind so as to not judge them, because I know they too had their reason why they did it. Lord, you’re all that I need this very moment.. Please help me not to be bitter so I could think of solutions to this problem.. This may not be easy, but I know you will always be with me.. Sorry gd Lord.. I know this anger will just pass through my heart and soon I’ll forget this. Let your will be done Lord.. I commit this academic year to you Lord. I commit my OJT and THESIS to you Lord. Thank you Lord! Amen.



Blog #14: 6th National PK’s Camp I

Last April 26, 2013 we attended the 6th National PK’s Camp held in Camp Nikos, Guimaras.. I witnessed how we, PKs struggled to keep the ministry of our fathers alive and maintained a good testimony to inspire others. Before joining, I became hesitant because I know that I don’t live a typical PKs life (as what others would expect, teach children, conduct a choir), and I thought that I don’t have that something to share to my fellow PKs.. But I was wrong, I’M NOT ALONE.. I could relate to others – as how we keep this ‘good’ image though temptation and struggles are quite normal to us human – because I know in spite of this unique life,  there is this GOD who sustains and blesses me and got me win this fight.

There’s no need for us to keep a ‘good’ image (as what others thought of us) ’cause we know, we are HUMAN BEINGS (just like those ‘Others’!), WE ARE ALSO SINNERS and WE ARE NOT EXEMPTED TO THE FOE’s TEMPTATIONS. We are in this world who battles against our own self – OWN PROUD SELF.

The camp wasn’t so complete without these Great Speakers (who are also PKs!) who had inspired us more than the others, Ptr. Kemuel Senina, Ptr. Balm Escobar, Ptr. Dwight Antonio, Ptr. Rehum Baldimor, Ptr. Levi Lumilang, Ptr. Jireh de Oca.

As the camp ended, I can’t keep myself from feeling so blessed and inspired to REALLY trust in GOD because WE (PKs) are the opponent’s main bait to help destroy our FATHER in EARTH and FATHER in HEAVEN’s Ministry. (Though hard to bid good byes to those new friends there!.)

And look how I enjoyed the camp with my new friends, Danah & Darah Cruspero (Binalbagan, Negros Occ.), Kat & Zhar Severino (Iriga City, Bicol), Ging2 & Kim Gesulgon (Guimbal, Iloilo), Nang Faith Misamen (Dumaguete City, Negros Oriental), Lara and Hannah Perales (Capiz), Leah Lanuza (Manapla, Negros Occ), Erracah Martinez (Aklan).

ImageIn the Tagaytay-Illusion

ImageZhar, Kat, Me, Darah, Ging2 & Sissy : ’twas such a great camp with you my new friends!

ImageRoom 101 PKs! Kat, Lara, Me, Ging2, Hannah, Erracah, Sissy, Leah, Dannah, Darah, Zhar & Nang Faith.

Imageat the Tagaytay-illusion with them!

ImageI love how these guys laugh at my jokes and accepted me as a weird and kooorny PK.. Bwahahahay

Imageat the Zipline Base photo ek ek! 🙂

I will surely MISS YOU Guys! See you in Palawan for the 7th National PKs Camp!



Photo credit: CRUSPERO SISTERS’ FB Account